@ this moment ...

i FEEL the light ...
perhaps
- oh, just perhaps -
it means i'm emerging
from this darkness?

i'm ok.
i got thru
the hell of hades
... so i feel - today ...
[each day belongs to itself]

how'd i get there?
not sure -
my own, innate mood aberration?
sudden withdrawl?
(yes - i have quit ... my body is sick ... but my mind - its well, and sharp)
menses?

relationship stress?

OMFG
i can hardly believe its thursday
i've lost 2 days to my demons

and now ...
i'm dancing just as fast as i can
to complete a 45 hour course
in 20 hours!

*whew*

first quarter - COMPLETED!

ok. here's what all the fuss was about. essentially, the assignment required me to design a computer program that simulated the functioning of an ATM. here's the screen shots of the three windows forms that make up the application. of course, its fancy - what else would ya expect from roxanne, but fancy and tweaked? and i figured, hey - its a good addition to the portfolio ... and, i feel for the instructor, who must get bored as fucking hell, looking @ the same ugly shit all the time ... he needed some spice, i decided. so he got some ... functionality and entertainment all in one! haha.

~i just thought you'd all like to see what the big fuss was about - so there you go~






~photos from Associated Press~