tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831646832101933997.post7545825173442835222..comments2023-11-05T01:11:52.744-07:00Comments on Tinkerbell's Tea Party ~ [Vol. 1]: the blue, or red, pill?roxanne s. sukhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16424834424208118694noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6831646832101933997.post-20546180535309386132006-11-13T09:10:00.000-08:002006-11-13T09:10:00.000-08:00I always choose the red pill. I can't help it. C...I always choose the red pill. I can't help it. Couldn't change if I wanted to. It's simply my nature. I've never understood people who accept everything though that is thought to be more mature. I don't accept anything if I think it is wrong. Is that immature? Or is ignoring wrongs being underdeveloped, hence immature in another way. People who don't question things seem to be accepted better than I often am and I am jealous sometimes of the peace of mind that they seem to have. <br>I know people whose whole lives are grounded on protecting a lie that they have told themselves. Usually it is something that they feel guilty about...some sort of behavior that they have that they enjoy even though they know that it is wrong. Each lie necessitates another lie...until their whole life is built upon this and to take away one part of it would topple all of it. They become more and more invested in their lies. More and more isolated....they can only be around people who think exactly like they do. Some of them even stop being around people at all because they have become so preposterous that no-one believes the way that they do anymore. I guess I am not jealous after all. <br><br>Believe it or not....I have never seen the Matrix. I went through this long period when I wasn't watching any movies at all and the Matrix was released during this period. I was looking for a movie to rent tonight. I have a rare night off. Maybe I will rent the Matrix.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com